I used to have sex fantasies. Now I have fantasies about having a clean house and more than £4 I’m my account lol.

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Anonymous asked: Your "friend" sounds a bit jealous of you to be honest. Not that I am defending their actions or words, I'm not. Keep doing you girl, you're beautiful and don't let anyone, be it friend, family, foe or stranger try to tell you otherwise. PS. I think it's so awesome that you're a cam girl and loving it. I really wish I had your confidence to go for it as well

Thank you lovely

Although this said person is a guy, so I doubt their jealous

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Is Austin White even real, like ffs look how stunning she is?!



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this is really important to me and i think of it often

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Someone I consider to be one of my closest friends said these things to me tonight:

"The only thing you have going for you is the fact you’re a funny girl"

"How you make money showing your body off is beyond me, I don’t go on your tumblr anymore for fear of seeing a naked photo of you"

"You don’t even realise it, but guys would want to date you if you were slimmer, they wouldn’t be ashamed to say they’ve slept with you or dated you in the past"

"You’re funny, so I guess you laugh guys into bed, you can’t laugh a guy into a relationship"

"You get attention for your tits, you only have tits because you’re the size of a whale"

Apparently said person is sick of everyone singing my praises for having the confidence to be a cam girl and someone needed to tell me straight.

I feel a bit sick tbh, I can handle stuff like this from strangers, but someone I’ve known for a good 3/4 years.

Excuse me while I erase someone else from my life.

We’re not friends, we’re not enemies. We’re strangers with some memories.

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Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who can’t wash a dish or change their socks. It affects the ability to think clearly, to feel anything, to ascribe value to your children, your lifelong passions, your relative good fortune. It scoops out your normal healthy ability to cope with bad days and bad news, and replaces it with an unrecognizable sludge that finds no pleasure, no delight, no point in anything outside of bed. You alienate your friends because you can’t comport yourself socially, you risk your job because you can’t concentrate, you live in moderate squalor because you have no energy to stand up, let alone take out the garbage. You become pathetic and you know it. And you have no capacity to stop the downward plunge. You have no perspective, no emotional reserves, no faith that it will get better. So you feel guilty and ashamed of your inability to deal with life like a regular human, which exacerbates the depression and the isolation.
Depression is humiliating.
If you’ve never been depressed, thank your lucky stars and back off the folks who take a pill so they can make eye contact with the grocery store cashier. No one on earth would choose the nightmare of depression over an averagely turbulent normal life.
It’s not an incapacity to cope with day to day living in the modern world. It’s an incapacity to function. At all. If you and your loved ones have been spared, every blessing to you. If depression has taken root in you or your loved ones, every blessing to you, too.
Depression is humiliating.
No one chooses it. No one deserves it. It runs in families, it ruins families. You cannot imagine what it takes to feign normalcy, to show up to work, to make a dentist appointment, to pay bills, to walk your dog, to return library books on time, to keep enough toilet paper on hand, when you are exerting most of your capacity on trying not to kill yourself. Depression is real. Just because you’ve never had it doesn’t make it imaginary. Compassion is also real. And a depressed person may cling desperately to it until they are out of the woods and they may remember your compassion for the rest of their lives as a force greater than their depression. Have a heart. Judge not lest ye be judged.

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